"concrete"
{ part of the semi-emo collection }

back against the wall
cold.concrete.
you've cornered yourself
purely out of selfish emotion
and now you've let me
break down the walls of your citadel
i've torn you apart,
you explain.
deep.
cold.
concrete.
feeling.
through the veins
chills.
cold.
concrete.
i've taken your city of heart
by force;
you are defenseless.
i cannot silence you, for, i myself
am speechless
and you put words
inmymouth, words of guilt
so that i choke on them
in attempts to swallow tears
but you are not watching my eyes
because you are avoiding my gaze
and you make me feel so
cold
(inside).
unfathomable.
endless.
hurting.
i lay in a heap on the floor
with the Weapon in my hand
and i cannot bear
to watchany longer
and i wish that my heart
were made of the
cold
deep
hateful
concrete
but i must live with this flaw
that you remind me of day in, day out
and we lay here
in a perfect silence
and wait
for each other
to speak.




it never comes.